Never knowing for sure..

We all have arguments with our friends right, but why does it feel like they're never truly over?

Recently I've argued a lot with my friends about really stupid stuff, like someone saying someone is two-faced. But no matter what I do or where I am, I'm ALWAYS in the wrong. I find it hard to stand up for my self when there are so many people saying one thing and then just me saying another. I guess I should of titled this entry as 'Knowing you're right when everything's going wrong.' But really, I really do never know for sure if my friends are being true or not and to be honest its really hard to trust someone when you don't know if they're are trustworthy. Everything has changed so much this year, new people have joined our little group of friends and it all seemed great until a while a go. I love them all so much don't get me wrong but when you go from being the middle of the friendship circle to the outside its really hard.. :/. A new academic year meant a lot more course work which meant alot more stress and pressure on us all. Family life is okay though so I'm looking on the upside of life. I've just started a new relationship with my boyfriend Kurt who treats me well and makes me smile soo much so overall i shouldn't complain but its hard, Never knowing for sure...

Quick Hello's can sometimes be the best...

Hey, I'm Beth :D I'm fourteen and I live in Kent I'm a little crazy but who isn't? I love to sing, act, write and most of all spend time with my family, I can't pretend I have a perfect or glamorous life because I don't, but I love my life the way it is despite that sometimes its hard. But I believe that any experience in life has to be hard to be worth fighting for :D I don't really know how these things work, but I love to write so I thought 'why not?' So yeah that's me in a few lines:D
Well, its nearly Christmas and I'm not going to lie i'm completely over excited! Christmas isn't only a time to think about spending lots of money but spending time with family and friends and what could be more valuable than that huh? I hope everyone has their coats, scarves and hats on cos 'Baby its cold outside!'<3<3